No Longer Alone

Come like you promised you would. You promised me you would come back- you promised that you'd always love me. I trusted you, believed you. So why didn't you come? Why didn't you keep your promise? You left me to die out there. Alone. Without you. you swore you'd never leave me, but where are you now? Gone. Forever. You'll never come back. you never really loved me, did you? When they came for you, you didn't fight. You didn't even seem to care. You left me, Tyler. Without a second thought. Maybe that's how you wanted it to end. Maybe this is how you planned it. You left me, Tyler! Don't you understand? The only part of you i have left is my warped memory of who you used to be. I can hear your voice in my head, fighting with me. You were the only thing i had gotten right, and now all you are is a voice- accusing and cutting and loving all at one. Sometimes I believe it's really you talking to me, just like old times. But you're not my Tyler. Not anymore. My Tyler is dead. Gone. You left me for good. For my sake. You had to- I had to let you. I just wish you hadn't left like that, left in weakness. I don't remember you like that, I don't want to. I remember you strong and opinionated.Your shouting voice in my head begs me to join you. Some days it gets so strong I might just give in to it. For you. You were my only love; maybe it would be better if i came back to you. Life without you is cold and dark. Bitter. I'm bitter. Why did you get taken, my Tyler? What did you do to deserve that? Whoever took you away, took my baby away, forced you to break a promise. A promise made to me- a promise worth forever. A forever worth anything and everything else. Your voice convinces me that it has to be time. I have to be with you. I cannot live alone. Your voice calls to me, begging me to give in to you. I willingly comply. It is overdue- you need me. I am yours forever. I want to surrender for good.



Okay so i have to give most credit to my wonderful Jinx. you write like this and it turns out beautifully, so i thought I might as well give it a try. and it does have some of a 'Whispers' feel. I just really liked the way the words hit me and what they evoked on their own. :)